a lot of unexpected things happened. good ones bad ones. doesnt really matter. in fact i just want this year to be a good one.

guess ive just used a lot of money recently that i really need to cut down since im unemployed atm. furthermore i really dont wanna upset my mum for spending a fortunre just to send me over to the uk.

will try my very best to work on my assignments as soon as i go back. workload has been piling and im a bit freaked out. i just hope shane will bear with me for a while for this. at the same time i wish things will go smoothly according to plan. especially applying jobs in the uk.

leaving carol's house tmrw and back to liverpool is where i realise the reality is hitting my right in front of my face like BAM. but what can i do besides facing it bravely.

loving the people who have been supporting me entirely throughout my journey here. in hope that good karma come around for those who have truly helped the people around no matter little or massive deed.

just want to avoid some problems for a little while. and in hope i'll be brave enough to face them.

let's hope my goals will be achieved. and hope yall have a great new year (: xx

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2018

cliche, but it's near year new me time.



heres the video angelynn made for our trip these 2 weeks. check it out! (finally need no any travel posts)

so ive reverted those old blog posts as usual. still yet to change a new theme. will try to do it when im free. at the moment, im just in the middle of trying to finish 1 out of 4 literature reviews.

since im pretty stuck with my work, im just here to blog about what are the goals and shit this year to motivate me.

as usual, the goal is to get a graduate job or maybe pursue a master degree. these are my current main goals.

throughout the year, im hoping i get funded for volunteering program, if not i'll try to work something out for the summer. get better at frisbee if possible. ace my papers and maintain my first class spot.

my entire january will be packed with assignments. first 2 weeks will be the joint project which ive no idea how will it look like. next i'll try my best to finish my literature review by this month so that i can start my interviews and analyse of work for my april submission.

when uni started, 9 months feel so long to complete the dissertation. when the due date comes closer, i realised i only have 3 months left to finish 90% of my work. which is pretty darn crazy.

also, since ive been using up a lot of money recently haha. and since i wont be able to spend money on january due to these workload. but also my work is not requiring that many part timers at the moment due to quiet season so i'll not be able to get extra money for anything. hence my goal this month is try not to withdraw any money until i really needed them.

i simply wish im better at writing up my dissertation so that i can finish up my work easily. maybe because im not using my own laptop and leaving my notebook at home which pretty slows down my progress a lot in writing. and also im currently staying at my friend's place till friday which pretty much just slow down a lot of things since we've plans. even if we dont, i just feel uncomfortable not being at my spot to do my work.

but overall, i generally feel that researching is not my thing. im just hoping i'll be able to finish up something so that everything falls in plan.

will try to blog more. meanwhile im trying my best to do some work. hope yall have a really good new year x

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