i guess i pretty much elaborated how much i wanna leave and such.
i actually successfully got an offer from a job which i felt scammed because i thought it's gonna be sales with investment analyst role but to find out you're just pure pure insurance sales.
anyway, after that incident i've decided to give myself a month break of active searching because srsly things werent really going in my way considering how the world's economy is being affected etc. i thought of giving myself a few months break as i fear of being lay off as a probation employee in my new company if i do get the offer.you know, second wave etc.
i think i also mentioned a couple of times that i in fact love my job but somehow you know, nothing is perfect and you bound to take in whatever office politics. however, through all these, i hope i'll be able to actually shape my character more and defy bullies.
somehow this week when i randomly browsing job sites again, i find that it's really hard for me to actually switch industry unless im willing to take fresh grad pay. initially i didnt mind that but looking how im almost 2 years into my job and holding a different title. i believe in a way to keep advancing myself is to improve myself in my current industry and be the best i can be. rather trying to master all different skills and not being able to enjoy what i love.
weekend hush for jobs. hope to hear some good news.
nonetheless i hope everyone is safe. wear masks and wash hands.
love yalls.