long story short.
my company is having very unstable financial positioning where for the past 2 months (until now) they're having difficulties in securing financing to pay for staff salary and also vendors. tho my pay was on time for the past 2 months but it leads me to think that how do i find security in the firm where i have to worry about this every month when from the exterior it seems like nothing for everybody.
also with the delay of payment to my vendors, i'd need to deal with all these consequences which will add into our workload for the next few months which shouldnt have ben this way.
i told my mum about this last month when i faced such issue and her immediate reaction is to ask me to look for other jobs. i barely settled down for 3 months (4th month soon) and im really looking forward to work for at least 1-2 years before looking for a manegerial role with other retailers. but everything seems to like falling apart because of this and for the first time im not stressing because of work load but because of the indecisiveness of my future direction due to stupid company's management.
a lot of mundane things happened. a lot of exciting things happened as well for the past few months. i just wish im able to skill up to hedge against my potential job loss lulz.
will update whenever i guess. i love being able to just binge shows stress free instead of worrying about other things (tho now i do stress a little) but compared to my previous job. I really enjoy my life better now. tho most of the time i feel im so inferior compared to my peers but i believe one day i'll get there.
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