2 weeks in

 Today marks my 2nd week in my new job

Not gonna lie, since Monday ive been questioned on my progress - yes my boss said my progress is not up to her expectation. there were a lot of question marks on my head. 

you know sometimes it's not that i dont want to approach retailers. (of course fears of rejection sometimes) but most importantly i dont understand my mall well enough. 

-idk the rent

-idk which is vacant or which is highly prospecting

-what kind of histories they had with the retailers im gonna approach etc 

and you're gonna ask me how am i not being briefed? yes im not being briefed at all. im expected to pick up all the info during their weekly leasing meeting & going through the folders (while i still need to draft e memos & rent rebate letters on top of that prospecting and designing our new leasing kit) and all the out of the blue meetings & virtual trainings being held. so i'll need to know this lot has been offered to someone else by reading through the tons of emails i receive instead of being highlighted in a master file.

and yes. therefore. you're expected to do your work on weekends as you cant finish your job during the weekdays.

ive to align so many things. barely one week in she's questioning why my progress is so slow. 

dear boss, it's not a culture shock for me. i understand your expectation but when you say you'll guide me, please guide me through 100%. not just giving me 10% here and there and expecting to understand the picture fully. 

as much as i love how they're not stingy on sharing information - though the time of retrieving info is slow due to heavy workload - but sometimes different layers work differently. and obviously im not being briefed well enough on the layers and therefore today i made my mistake of stealing an offer from upper layer which i didnt know it's a line i shouldnt cross. of course green light approval was given from even upper layer and then later on i've to say sorry to the upper layer as ive stolen her deal. 

yes, for any slightly bigger request, i need to go through 6 layers before green light. imagine. 

if you ask me. 2 weeks with my new job is equivalent of how much ive done in 2 months with my ex company. i barely had the time to breathe today not gonna lie. especially when i accidentally stolen the deal today and i only had 30 mins to react. 

a lot of time is saved on travelling as my prospects come to my mall so i can meet up to 3 clients in an afternoon instead of just 1 last time. and i'd have been able to get multiple tenants request approval in a morning instead of that little last time. im also able to come out of my own idea sometimes and table out. 

tho sometimes i really feel my team is too individualistic on some things. which i really wish we can be more working in a team. 

i wanted to work on my leasing kit just now after dinner but i thought, if i am able to manage my time well, no one needs to OT. i mean, yes ive to hit the expectations but i need to feel like a human too.

i hope everyone is well. at my free time now i dont even feel like doing any shit at all. just need ample rest before my fight every morning. 

adios for now. 

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new job started

 my heart has been racing since after lunch for god knows what reason. 

Im thinking im stressing out over my work load in my new job. 

i mean ive gathered a lot of courage to take up the role as ive been briefed about my manager's leadership style as well as the company structure & structure. but i desperately wanting to leave my previous office and my eagerness to take up more challenge. therefore i tried my best to land on this new job. 

managers who dont sleep sending out emails at midnight. working on weekends. message you at 8pm to ask if you've finished your tasks etc - all at my 3rd day of work. about to get my 100 tenants tomorrow to handle (: 

ive been learning a lot and i know how fast pace this industry could be and i just have never felt so tired before. despite feeling tired & stressed up about my performance but im super glad i made the decision to challenge myself because if ive not been with my new job, i didnt know how comfortable i was at my previous job where i'll never increase my learning capabilities.

i really feel people at my age should put yourself out there taking in all the defeats to prepare for future. of course you can also live life comfortably as you wish but i really just wish to be out there hustling before settling down. 

besides that, i am quite okay. of course still stressing about money because ive been overspending for few months ever since i was preparing for new home as well as current house improvement. it's not until you know that utilities bills are so fucking expensive when you add all of them up tgt. 

anyhow you're still welcome to have some tea/alcohol at my place. just want to get through this pandemic asap. i also really need some sleep tonight before busy day tomorrow. 

i hope everyone's been well. feel free to text me whenever even tho now sometimes i'll forget to text back but rest assure that i still think about you all. 

love yall x

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cmco

hi guys

pursuant to my last post, i did not pursue my crazy thought (luckily). we'll talk about it next time. 

good news, i secured a job next month. will reveal to yall soon okies. and it's all thanks to my colleague who has been helping me on the referral, screening and mock interviews. i am eternally grateful for her mentoring and help. 

so i moved in to my new house last month. hiccups on the designers and locksmith but overall it was a great party. also my liability now to pay loan every month. but i guess it's a good problem to have at my age. tho im forever struggling on maintaining my lifestyle and debt.

not gonna lie, ive been sick since last monday. where the cmco happened, where the rise of covid cases happened. and i also visited both BSC and Mid Valley where their staffs were tested positive. i developed a mild sore throat since last sunday night think it'll be over when i wake up because for that weekend i barely had good sleeps and ive been eating a lot of spices. i woke up the next day feeling uncomfortable and decided to not go to work. with a lot of concerns i consulted doctor if im required to take covid test since ive been to those places and im developing symptoms. however my symptoms do not really qualified for the test. you need to have at least 2 common sickness (flu, cough, fever, sore throat etc), or 1 more serious illness (lack of taste, difficulty breathing, asthma) only you're qualified for it. thinking im just a minor sore throat (without cough nor fever) i thought the sore will just subside after medication. 

sadly im not fully recovered after finishing the medicines and i went back to the clinic demanding my concerns. still no cough no fever nor other sickness all together. i feel good it's just my throat still swells. she drew up my blood for testing and it came out only bacteria infection (instead of viral infection which then i'll have to go for covid testing) therefore im prescribed with antibiotics. i wouldnt say im fully recovered but it's definitely better now and back to work and taking care of my diet. 

therefore past week ive been in isolation and nvr stepped out of the house. i usually will feel crazy for being stuck at home for so long but i quite enjoyed my time doing absolutely nothing (ofc i still work when necessary), house chores, cooking, reading, it feels great! (except for exercising, will get back to that soon when im fully recovered).

went to Niko Neko Match in petaling street, got my matcha and cake cravings satisfied. headed back home for more rest. 

i wouldnt really say ive been productive but i guess it's a really good rest for me and thank lord i have not been arguing with my bf for the past week of staying tgt. 

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since my work term is coming to an end in 3 weeks. i actually have bought some coffee takeway mugs for my colleagues. Thinking to write them a cute letter to put inside the mug but also thinking maybe to buy them a coffee with the mug. still hesitating. but will design the letter soon. 

im happy with my team im not gonna lie. i learned a lot it's just that it has been a little stagnant. people been asking why do you feel it's stagnant when im not even at the position i want yet but no one will know what's going on until you're on my feet. so im very happy my future employer believed in me and gave me the opportunity to keep growing. despite the pay range is not exactly higher but im grateful to have earned it during this crisis.

all and all im really grateful to have everyone around me even tho sometimes i still sulk and wonder if i can get more fun and joy from others but when you dont fit in you just dont no matter how hard you try to be cool. alternating your attitude for a bit doesnt harm you but in a long run who knows what kind of monsters you'll become. 

i wish the best for everyone if you're still lost, hustling, and not coping well. we just need to see the positivity in everything even at this depressing times. gotta stay strong mentally to keep fighting. am no expert but just keep yourself busy with your hobbies & write down your angers. meditate, draw, laugh, cook - anything to make you temporary forget the world for a while. 

i am ready to embark my journey even tho im really really scared but girl gotta step on her very first step. 

i'll try to put more photos next time. words are too dry and hard to digest sometimes. adios amigos.

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opportunities

 i wish i had grabbed my opportunities earlier. it's just so hard to get to other industries now. i sometimes wonder i didnt gather enough courage to do so. i really wish i've taken the leap of faith. 

anyway, current job is pretty much, okay but, management is really getting shittier. seeing how everyone is leaving and i really just gotta buck up. 

have a crazy thought in my head which im working hard how to do i make it a reality. 

anyhow i've been really busy selecting add ons furnitures to my new house. oh well since we're talking about this let's talk about my designer

she has this very demure voice and been giving good advices here and there but...

you know when i ask for my bill for the first payment, she could have told me the exact amount instead of asking me to take calculator count myself?

also i've picked some colours for my furnitures, she'd be telling me the colours are out of stock few weeks later?

also strong against a colour that i chose?

worst thing was i was trying to call her desperately last friday as i noticed suddenly there were people checking in my unit without telling me and also i have a few items i'd like to add on but she did not pick up the phone. the week after the weekend i managed to get on hold of her but another lady picked up the phone said my designer had left but she nvr inform me about her leaving? and the new PIC did not even approach me? and eventually the previous designer also messed up one of my cabinet design??? i've already told her during sketch time she should add in but guess what, she did not make the amendment. luckily i have the conversation as proof (: 

tbh they're minor things but still like you know chinese has a saying call "seng mok" literally mean please be smart and have common sense that you should do the absolute basic and not to be constantly reminded that it's wrong. 

ok idk what im typing anymore. im just praying hard that hopefully my thought goes through (will consult a few trusted people) and then go to my plan b this sunday.

adios

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job pandemic

i guess i pretty much elaborated how much i wanna leave and such. 

i actually successfully got an offer from a job which i felt scammed because i thought it's gonna be sales with investment analyst role but to find out you're just pure pure insurance sales.

anyway, after that incident i've decided to give myself a month break of active searching because srsly things werent really going in my way considering how the world's economy is being affected etc. i thought of giving myself a few months break as i fear of being lay off as a  probation employee in my new company if i do get the offer.you know, second wave etc. 

i think i also mentioned a couple of times that i in fact love my job but somehow you know, nothing is perfect and you bound to take in whatever office politics. however, through all these, i hope i'll be able to actually shape my character more and defy bullies. 

somehow this week when i randomly browsing job sites again, i find that it's really hard for me to actually switch industry unless im willing to take fresh grad pay. initially i didnt mind that but looking how im almost 2 years into my job and holding a different title. i believe in a way to keep advancing myself is to improve myself in my current industry and be the best i can be. rather trying to master all different skills and not being able to enjoy what i love.

weekend hush for jobs. hope to hear some good news. 

nonetheless i hope everyone is safe. wear masks and wash hands. 

love yalls.

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favouritism

i dont usually come across this word. maybe we just use another word like "teacher's pet" whatever.

told you how im really upset with how my boss manages the team because there's this one girl he favourites. i mean ofc, you certainly like someone better compared to other (not like like, not relationship like, it's just friendship like) so you tend to cover up for them better etc

ive known her since i joined this company. first impression to me she was quite competent and she did all the excel managing the team's finances, coming out with layout from scratch etc and she's very good in writing - (which tbh i later found out everyone can be at this level with a little more practise)

besides all the coming in late and leave early (which i do sometimes), she started to be granted a lot of nonsensical leave without needing to deduct her actual leave quota. the top excuse would be "my nanny bailed on me and i need to take care of my children". tbh, i dont blame her as i understand how difficult it is to take care of small babies but this leave needs to be documented. it can be registered as part of her annual leave, emergency leave, even if it granted specially it still need to be documented and let everyone from the team aware that she's absent for some reasons. and ofc, this happens more than my fingers & toes added up for a year long.

sadly, every time she's not in office, even though i do not really have to guess the excuses, our boss will not be telling everyone what's going on with her. however when i needed to take an emergency leave for half a day, he quickly notified the admin and the team i'll be absent for half a day and ask someone to cover my calls if need be. when someone is on MC, my boss will also be notifying the admin to take care of the administrative work. however for her case, nope, nothing is going on.

worst still during this MCO, she has achieved nothing really because i actually have been the one who has been doing all the work which we were supposed to be shared. furthermore, she only needed to reply emails on the documents that i have drafted but she did not even do it after weeks. sometimes i know im not in the position to do so that's why i dont usually send emails but tbh she is holding on everybody's time even when things are completed for her and yet she's not acting on it.

further to that, i always send updates to both my boss and her in term of the progress. especially on the development of individual leases at what stage it is at and what's pending from both sides. no doubt that my boss has been really really busy and isnt able to review some of the work, that's why she comes into play to assist in reviewing the documents so i can move forward. but nope, she nvr read my emails. even if she did she prolly nvr actually check my work to review them and that has dragged for months. so anyhow, i just sent out all the things she's supposed to do to the client disregarding the fact that im actually at a lower position to do that.

on top of that, despite of her incompetence to actually close any deals and complete any actions for the past months, she was promoted. this has ofc gained a lot of anger among my team. and i only discovered it as our admin was updating our name card. this promotion news was not even shared publicly among the team. being at even higher position, which obviously bear even more responsibility, her KPI is still lower compared to her peers in the team. she did not even possess any leadership quality to say she will be taking responsibilities to lead a project. even when i was trying to get a confirmation from her just now, she pretended to forgot about it (or actually forgot about it) that she had passed the documents to the clients. it just made me furious as our client was already blaming us for being incompetent and all her incompetent qualities are showing out.

im so tired of her. so tired of my boss still taking care like a 3 year old. tired of how speaking up will actually risk my job especially at times like this. i would be more patient to let karma does its own thing but at this juncture i feel i just need to shout it out.

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career worries?

Just trying to kill off some time in the office so here i am blogging.

First of all, it wasnt exactly an exciting news for me, i was promoted to senior executive. (p/s: it does not come with salary increment as company is not in good financial position)

why wasnt i happy with the promotion? because i anticipated it on january - february when the company was distributing bonus. this is also usually the time of promotion and salary increment etc. sadly i wasnt offer a promotion nor salary increment even though they say there'll be salary adjustment after 1 year service subjecting to performance review.

and why did they promote me in midst of crisis? the company's financial is still stable but it's definitely not as strong now. and i broke  this news to my colleague in another department, to my surprise quite a number of employees were promoted (prolly without increment like i do). and some were promoted to SVP level, and since company has released memo earlier where employees with SVP level and above will be subjected to 10-20% paycut. therefore, newly promoted SVP got their pay cut. i know, this is also wtf to me.

i have been wanting to leave anyway. i feel my learning curve has been stagnant for quite some time and i want to do something different. definitely to get someone who will actually appreciate and value me. obviously times like this are hard. but im still very eager to change. just want things to get better.

so speaking of change, ofc im rather ambitious that i would want to prolly start fresh to be digital marketer in retailer (even without relevant skills lulz because i thought i can pick them up along the way) but apparently digital marketing courses have been made available and taught in universities. so obviously those fresh grads would have even better skillsets than i have even though i have 2 years working experiences. i mean ofc what i've been working is so different from digital marketing but i still understand the dataset and knowledge on how to comprehend.

anyhow, i have accepted the fact that i cant actually venture into pathways that are too varied and way outside my league. picking up CFA classes have not been helping because i still do not have economic background as support for most banking roles. therefore i was trying my luck if i can have consulting managing role in the big 4s. sadly no luck as well as big 4s in malaysia are not as advance and diverse compared to other countries where they have retail consultation and other exciting consultancy roles. yes this is applicable to mckenzie here as well.

i have been actively applying a lot of new business development roles on job street. 90% of my applications were rejected. i highly suspect because of my degree even though they say they dont mind any degrees and i have very customer centric experience. i do not understand why im not qualified for all these new roles when im even willing to give up my salaries for it.

anyhow, on the brightside of my promotion, i am able to ask for a better position in next firm and hopefully a better salary given in this situation.

so my plan now is still not too far off from my original plan of going to investment industry. i will now try my best to get into competitor firms for better positions. for now, self advancement is what i value most.

i hope everyone is encouraging each other at this challenging time. i just hope everyone is not too sad over the job less for now and i wish for a prosperous year ahead.

see yall loves x


(meanwhile im trying to categorise my few hundreds of liked songs on my spotify into different play lists by listen to all songs one by one. i'll update you all if i am able to finish them this month haha.)

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why must i be there?

this has caught me weeping in the shower out of the blue. just when i thought i had let this pass...

end of last year, my bf's granddad's health deteriorated and had to undergo surgery. unfortunately this somehow kinda worsen the situation. my bf just finished his masters studies and just flew back to malaysia at that time. for that 2 months, everyone in the family was always around their granddad because days were counting down.

sadly, he went to god's embrace 2 days after chinese new year. at least everyone was around him and had the best reunion.

my bf and i was in LDR for a year when he was studying in the UK. i barely met his family twice during our relationship in 2018 - 2019. in jan, i met his family for a number of times and made a few visits in the hospitals. therefore, as my bf's partner, i am expected to be at his granddad's wake. i think everyone is kinda thinking: well yeah you gotta be there for your bf. but i just didn't wanna go. i didnt know what was in my mind but my first intuition was - i just dont want to be there.

it wasnt because it was cny, it wasnt because my mum was strongly against me attending, my heart just told me not to go. obviously my bf was very upset as first few days of the wake, everyone in the family was asking where was i. he was embarrassed that his partner wasnt there and we had a fight because of this.

i asked a couple of my friends. must i really attend. my bf was completely emotionally stable but he just wished i was there. also why is it so hard for him to tell little white lie to his family or just be completely honest that i just didnt wanna be there (but i guess he just wanna help me preserve good impressions). but our fight went bad when he talked about how his brother's gf attended the wake for 2 days even when she had nvr met their granddad before.

i wasn't upset nor embarrassed that i could have been a better gf. but i was upset that i was being compared especially to his brother's partner. as if i have done something so wrong for not attending. i cried so badly (even now when i think back what happened). just why must i be there?

i said: if you really needed me there for emotional support. you could have just asked. politely. instead of telling me you're embarrassed because family has been asking you awkward questions or because your brother's gf is even more caring. because all of these tell me im just not a great partner for not understanding your needs. for not being the best person to borrow you shoulder to cry on.

but babe, have you ever stand on my perspective? when i was 9 or 10. my paternal granddad passed away. i only got to know that because people noticed that in an obituary published on the newspaper. i didnt even know what was that. my mum hid it from me because when i was 7, my parents divorced. ofc my dad had lost the custody but we still met up rather often at that time. but it just stopped completely later. do you know how much i wanted to be at the funueral and i didnt get to go? even tho i barely had any interactions with my granddad when i was younger, i still vividly remember some fond memories i had with him.

so why? why must i be at your granddad's when i couldnt be at mine. did i had any emotional support back when i was 9? why was i forced to be there. i can be your emotional support everywhere. but why must i be there?

eventually, i still attended the wake because the day coincided his birthday. solely drove to him because it was his birthday. it was never because i wanted to be at the wake.



just when must we be part of it when we didnt want to?

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awkward 24

I was quite happy when i picked up a call from a recruiter today thinking either one of the jobs i applied got through. unfortunately it's just a job i nvr wanted it at first place.

nevertheless thinking it might be something, i texted an acquaintance and a friend for their opinions because they're in the industry - to find out it's just a cold call selling insurance in the bank lulz. you know the ones you always hang up when they call you and say "hi im calling from xxx bank do you have a minute to hear me out?"

obviously not gonna pursue it. and then acquaintance had a mini conversation with me. we were talking about jobs. because seriously fresh grad's pay in malaysia has not been increasing for the past 20 years despite all the crazy inflation. so when boomers say we cant afford a house and be financially stable because they've already formed a family when they were my age, maybe they need to do some economic research and actually understand that the world has changed.

i guess a lot of millennials didnt want to form a family at this age highly due to the financial issue. as YOLO as you can be, you cant doubt that to form a family you need a shelter, need a car and need that reserving cash to fund your babies. the acquaintance was quoting one of his seniors was telling him "you're still young, just chill". but come to think of it, my mum had me when she was my age. ofc it cant be made comparable because i sepnt 4 years in uni and she didnt. my dad managed to start his business in his early 20's while i just started a fresh grad job.

whether you disagree or not, boomers are the ones now holding back and not willing to pay more to their employees and yet we're expected to work the hardest to fight for the highest profit. just deeply sadden by how this has been changed.

despite turning 24, and yall must me thinking i am still young. i can start over everything. i would definitely go for post grad if i actually have the funds to. but then i keep evaluating my situation it is really not ideal. i just want to get out of this awkward phase faster.

i want nothing but a job with promising career advancement. and i deserve every penny i work hard for. stop exploiting fresh grads. we need to move on. stop comparing all your boomers experiences because the world has changed but you didnt.

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living in this "new normal"

to be honest, i do feel like im slowly loving the way of being unproductive at home. but as the cushion on my couch has not been out of shape so it kinda hurt my back no matter how i sit.

yes. i dont sleep in my room. it's merely a place for me to have meetings, play the piano & change lulz. yeah i have nvr used the desk since the last i studied physics there like what 7 years ago? it feels little strange yet good feeling to use the desk again some time. i just love my living room. gotta find a way to sit so that i dont hurt my back again.

anyway. im here writing because i just read a friend's blog. in this new normal, i've a friend who just lost her job out of the blue as the company ceased operation all of the sudden. another friend's company has also came out a retrenchment list and pending to run it over when MCO lifted. another best friend had just had his pay cut by 25% until further notice. another friend who has always had his pay delayed sine december, also has his pay cut by an unknown percentage and unknown timeline. and my bf has graduated at the worst timing yet that's why he couldnt get a job since . sincerely hope that everyone is coping it well. and for me, im all ready for the pay cut letter; if worst - retrenchment.

not sure if i mentioned that i would love to have a career switch to find out what i enjoy most. and also to possibly get a better pay or career advancement as i am very very insecure of the future. but seeing how some companies viewed my CV for 8 times but not even giving me the chance for that job interview just makes me feel that i am not enough for anything else. however looking at these times, doubt i'll be getting any new job interview soon. that's why im very fortunate that im still able to hold on to this job although i keep having a feeling that i'm in that retrenchment list.

if i ever get retrenched, im not like pissed over the fact that the management has to come up with this solution. my hardwork has not been acknowledged anyway. that's the main reason i wanna leave so badly just to try out something new and most importantly to find somebody who will value my effort.

thank lord that my mum still lives healthily, has a job to live by. but the thought of me still having to live off from my mum feels bad. especially she is coming up with the renovation cost for our new condo.

so in this new normal. everyone's lives have changed for the better good of the nation. just like how >98% of the people should be vaccinated to protect the leftover 2% of the ppl who may not be able to get the vaccines due to allergies or young age. but in this pandemic, we sacrificed our future, financial stability so that everyone can stay healthy.but the consequence of these sacrifices, after everyone is healthy, we cant live normal again. we dont have our jobs. living off with the remaining savings. getting more insecure with the future. and i am already having sleepless nights thinking about all these.

ok this siting position hurts me. i hope i can write better. not really sure what im writing anymore. praying every night that people live healthily. covid goes away quickly. i want back my old normal.

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For my hometown pathetic internet, I am not able to change my blogger theme etc. I was gonna browse all the free online classes as well but failed.

Just for a quick update. I successfully made buddae jiggae huehue.

Furthermore, i actually attended a virtual interview. Broken down to group discussion, role play & individual presentation. I dont think i did well in individual presentation. the rest was rather okay. i do think that virtual presentation does make you less stressful as you dont see the panels observing you while doing group discussions. because if you were to do it on site you do see the panels sitting across the table. yes it does lack a lot of physical interactions as you might leave out some of the team members as you dont really notice them virtually. and lacking the chance to network with other candidate as a whole. however, im glad that it's all over.

it is very hard to say now whether companies are still hiring due to economy down time. and i feel like i'll be one of the earliest batch to be retrenched (if this happens) touch wood hopefully it's not gonna happen.

Failed to work out at home as well. im just a lazy ass.

praying every night to ensure safety of the people. really hopefully things are going to be okay soon.

see ya guys.

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MCO day 10?

Due to the limited internet speed in seremban, im unable to share as much as i planned to because i cant download most photos & stuffs. So i guess i'll have to postpone that again ...

But this MCO is making me very unproductive. To be honest, i have been rather unproductive at work anyway. So what do i work as? I:

1) conduct retail layout consultancy
- to plan how the layout should look like before building
- plan tenant mix
- prepare rental budget & yield

2) lease management for retailers
- expansion plans
- consolidation plans
- renewal

3) retail leasing
- pretty much self explanatory

therefore, if you know, Q4 of 2019 has been really hard for retail. now one really know why, people are just not really spending. i start to wonder if this is bound to be digital retail world. physical retail is dead? for this Q1 of 2020 has been the worst time for us. especially where people do not go out anymore due to the virus and businesses cant sustain. im actually "jobless" in that sense.

back to physical retail, i personally love shopping in a mall. i love to touch and feel before purchasing. i online buy something online when i couldnt find it in the mall or it's simply cheaper to buy online.

im really shocked that most of my friends of my age dont enjoy physical shopping like i do. they would find it tiring to walk the mall when they can just do it on their phone etc. the shopping pattern is changing. it's something that we fear all along.

as sales are declining, generally means it's not good for us. we do everything on physical retail not digital. thus i began to think whether i should pursue into e-commerce to expand my skills.

however luck is not in my way, e commerce hiring require people with qualified degree & background. and in conjunction with this virus thing, im about to miss all executive roles where they're only hiring people who has worked less than 2 years.

im also actively looking into other roles particularly in banking & retail because i really want to experience something different before im too old for change. if im bound to stay within real estate, capital markets & property management will be something im looking forward to.

or someone just introduce me some fun high paying job please. i have a mortgage to pay off lol.

i hope everyone is fighting for something they have been wanting all along. be yourself. fight for it. i also hope everyone is safe from this virus. stay at home. love yourself & family.

till next post!

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Do yall still read my blog?

Cant believe it has been like one and a half years since i last posted anything here. cray.

I still love blogger but none of my friends are actually posting anymore. I got busy with life. So yeah.... i dont even tumblr anymore so...

Since MCO, i just thought if i could get some luck here. Maybe trying to revive my blog for a bit. Maybe a topic a day. for what has been happening since Fiji, graduation, first job, second job, qualification class, aerial yoga etc

Please also let me know what you really wish to hear from me. I'll try my best to write it up. brushing up my skills. being more productive.

p/s: I thought of finishing a book & master The Entertainer by next week, you think it's possible?

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