my heart has been racing since after lunch for god knows what reason.
Im thinking im stressing out over my work load in my new job.
i mean ive gathered a lot of courage to take up the role as ive been briefed about my manager's leadership style as well as the company structure & structure. but i desperately wanting to leave my previous office and my eagerness to take up more challenge. therefore i tried my best to land on this new job.
managers who dont sleep sending out emails at midnight. working on weekends. message you at 8pm to ask if you've finished your tasks etc - all at my 3rd day of work. about to get my 100 tenants tomorrow to handle (:
ive been learning a lot and i know how fast pace this industry could be and i just have never felt so tired before. despite feeling tired & stressed up about my performance but im super glad i made the decision to challenge myself because if ive not been with my new job, i didnt know how comfortable i was at my previous job where i'll never increase my learning capabilities.
i really feel people at my age should put yourself out there taking in all the defeats to prepare for future. of course you can also live life comfortably as you wish but i really just wish to be out there hustling before settling down.
besides that, i am quite okay. of course still stressing about money because ive been overspending for few months ever since i was preparing for new home as well as current house improvement. it's not until you know that utilities bills are so fucking expensive when you add all of them up tgt.
anyhow you're still welcome to have some tea/alcohol at my place. just want to get through this pandemic asap. i also really need some sleep tonight before busy day tomorrow.
i hope everyone's been well. feel free to text me whenever even tho now sometimes i'll forget to text back but rest assure that i still think about you all.
love yall x
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